prove to me
i’m not gonna die
alone
Nothing’s gonna
[harm] you
not while
I’m around.
Underneath the skin there’s a h u m a n
Buried deep within there’s a h u m a n
And despite everything I’m still h u m a n
I think I’m still human
But I think I’m dying here.
You are not mine
But sometimes I pretend
You wish you were.
I create this idea
That you
Secretly want me.
And I often forget
It’s just something
I’ve made up.
For you do not want me,
And you are not mine.
I’msorry I
couldn’tprotect you.
helenthomasismoist-deactivated2:
The demons
Don’t scare me
What truly
terrifiesmeIs the possibility
of losing
you
you are my ʙ ᴇ s ᴛ ғ ʀ ɪ ᴇ ɴ ᴅ
i want to s ᴜ ᴘ ᴘ ᴏ ʀ ᴛ you
we can ᴏ ᴠ ᴇ ʀ ᴄ ᴏ ᴍ ᴇ ᴀ ɴ ʏ ᴛ ʜ ɪ ɴ ɢ
i want to ʙ ᴇ ᴛ ʜ ᴇ ʀ ᴇ for you
when things ɢ ᴇ ᴛ ʜ ᴀ ʀ ᴅ
i want you ᴛ ᴏ ʀ ᴇ ᴍ ᴇ ᴍ ʙ ᴇ ʀ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀ ʟ ᴡ ᴀ ʏ s ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴇsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ
And I…
will swallow my ᴩʀɪᴅᴇ.
You’re the one that I { ℓσνє }
& I’m saying
❝goodbye.❞
i’m someone who’s thought—-
{ ——- why haven’t i d i e d yet }
———-But [ keeps on f i g h t i n g ]
for survival
I’ll hold your hand
while you s l e e p
So don’t beafraid
I won’t letshadows
touch your
dreams
my ғ ʀ ɪ ᴇ ɴ ᴅ s
because i have ᴛ ʜ ᴇ ᴍ
i will become s ᴛ ʀ ᴏ ɴ ɢ ᴇ ʀ
I’d
probablystill adore
—-you—-with your hands
a r o u n d {my} neck.